Sometimes I get in a little blogging rut...well, a life rut really. But I don't even know if I should call it a rut because I have a lot of ideas, & I want to do something but it just doesn't amount to anything. Maybe it's like an overload...I dunno.
Like right now, I'd love to sit down & do a really awesome blog post but I don't know what to say...so I'm just telling it like it is. Do you ever feel this way? Like you've got a lot to do but no where to start?
With our house being in a constant state of disarray & things constantly getting moved, reorganized, and shuffled around I feel lost. I just can't get a handle on it. I've always been that way & sometimes change sorta disrupts where I am. In college when I moved, you sorta just move in & put your things away. You don't have to fix anything & thank god my college apartments were furnished. I felt in a constant state of transition for a long time. Durring college it was fine, moving is what you do...but when I graduated I was ready to settle down & spend some time in one place. Which didn't really work out that great with our last apartment but now that I'm here....I just want it to be over. I want to have a desk, a place, I want to be settled down. Everything is piled up here, I just want it put away.
So I wake up everyday, for some reason I just feel so sleepy in the mornings, & set to work. On things for the blog, design clients, various stuff for the shop, & other obligations...but then I feel like I'm getting no where with it all. Things get done but not as much as I'd like. It's weird cuz I want to do more but I also just want to crochet in bed while watching Supernatural. I think it's the I'm my own boss thing so I can convince myself to put things off or that things really aren't as awesome as I think they are.
I'd also like to be able to go back on the road with Zach. It was so fun! We'd stop at neat places, eat yummy food, & just sew up the dotted line to where he needs to be. Maybe I'm just getting a bit stir crazy, I dunno.
I've finished up some more work here today both on the home front & the design front...you should check out the really sweet new header over at Polka Dotted Chaos, just saying.
I dunno, I don't mean to alarm you but I think that life is sorta being life right now......& I need to grab it. I also think its because I've not found too many interesting things to photograph lately. I need to go somewhere! You know how I love playing with iphone apps!